Wednesday, January 27, 2010

breaching breann

jolly walk, woke and talk, dance dance, in her pants, gentle rain, sang her pain, dance dance, threw her pants, spiteful rain, felt her wane, hair wear, made it fair, gentle time, bending fine, watch a leaf, paint your teef, slender toes, forget your woes, strong embrace, break your face, thunder throat, body boat, breann, billowy man, mend a hand, chased some land, jumped a fridge, ate a bridge, fought the earth, got a fever, fell in bed, took her cleaver, kept it close, fought a ghost, won and laughed, took a train, to escape the stain, fell apart, took the art, took a tree, made it free, ate her weight in monster juice, crushed a wall with a ball and made the stains feel very small, wobbly feet, hope we meet, stands on her head, bleeds out lead, would rather pump the veins with grain instead, the lumps and bumps of the sores instead fill your life with grief and holes well fed, holes where eyes should really be but nothings better than to see you flee, catch a fish and watch it twitch, watch it rot, die. die die. the way they move makes my insects croon, back and forth, their sharp legs sting, watching my eyes fall in love with their king, fit the masks, ignore my tasks, i am afraid, ive lost my mind, ive strained my connections, shes constantly wavering, beat my head, feel my legs rip to shreds, the senseless, the senseless, my minds spent, its senseless, im senseless, lonely hunter, fondly wants her, ink spreads, life ends, frigid body, frail and shoddy, feel the wheel tumble over your heel, cracked your limb, obeyed your whim, in this hole there lies a foal, it removes your soul and turns it into coal, scaredy cat, broken laps, ugly house, little house, copy house, same same same, suburban sprawl, is all, is all, precious body, young and bloody, felt the cord, wrapped your arm around the sword, because i will not be ignored, tumbled silently in the body as i felt what fed me turn against me, wrap your finger around my neck, watch it wobble and contort, the passing of oxygen slipping thin, no wonder he keeps his thoughts within, a slow mumble, falls and stumble, short wit, will never quit, guard the wall, make sure it wont fall, embody their fear and let it smear, friend lack, fanny packs, wedlock, ankle sock, finding mines in the highest of grass, breaking skulls of the densest mass, find a loop, on a stoop, cutting corners and eating soup, losing words inside the spleens, embodying young human beans, false machine and old canteens, skipping through the sand below, trying hard to make it show, trying hard to let her know, this world becomes an ugly place when you find yourself in love with mace, fitful fervor along the surface of your nape. gentle ringing through the tunnels of your shape heavy sighs, crooked thighs, soft smooth lies, laughing hives, stealing wives, alternating strokes as you stifle and choke, the tumble of your words as the giggles spill, the rumble your chest as the feelings fill, money honey, we have none, honey money, i want some, bound to be unwound, found and not sound, furry little legs, jumping twenty kegs, slow dripping candle, skin peeling handle, twenty minute hug, fifty ideal bugs, try and remember, recall and dismember, your head, its dead!! your head! its dead. dead, mulched in lead, fed to bread, lets spend our afternoons, laughing at some scared balloons, chasing zebras to and fro, wondering where livers go, dancing in the parking lot, trying hard to not get caught, worrying will only get you about two feet from your front step. dont trip, bloody finger foods, muddy interludes. going out of my way, to try and feel okay, to thin my blood with intention, to force all of their attention, to spill my guts, to tell him so, youre great youre great youre great, you make, you make you make you make, i feel, i feel, i feel, i wont be able to say this again, i dont feel like such a nobody, i feel, i feel, despondent mother lying on the bathroom floor, worried kid feeling oh so sore, worried kid wondering what the knife is for, worried child wishing she hadnt seen anymore, worried kid has some friends to adore. youre great, i think i, i, i, you didnt pick up but thats okay, hort and sweet, tainted meat, my new treat, i have a question about your balance and how you can carry all that baggage, i hope its not rude to ask this but i want to make sure i can manage, because id carry it all on my back and make the soft spots of my heel crack, my maw on your paw, hope it doesnt appall, youre my ideal friend, right till the very end, you've already ruined me once, hope youve got insurance, and when it happened the change was swift, the change made me lift, and the change made me spill and the change makes me fill my whole body up with regret, and ill let it roll around inside, and it will probably never subside, and ill keep chasing you because i know where you're broken and ill keep trying to reveal the things unspoken, can we go back to that, is that ok, is that fine, do you mind, am i saying too much, i still remember your touch, i dont know, i dont, i really dont, and i wont

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